I am never, ever the first kid on the block to get any technology. I didn't start buying compact discs until I could no longer get new releases on vinyl, and I didn't get an mp3 player until 2007, and then it was an old-school refurbished iPod (still creaking along). I have long held the belief that cell phones are really only a good thing for "emergency" information, and the occasional blurry photo, when a real camera is not on hand but something simply must be captured.
But in the wee hours of this morning, after Muki woke me up howling for the second time, I broke down and pre-ordered an iPhone, since my wireless phone service provider is about to start carrying them, my 2.5-year-old phone is ailing, and it would be kind of nice to be able to check when the next bus is coming on the fly, etc. Now I can't wait for the new toy to arrive next week.
So I started painting again, but painting what? So far just colors, layers of colors, trying to feel out what I really want to paint again. The action of spreading the paint on a canvas feels good in my hand, so that's been okay so far, but now I'm hankering for a project.
Last night, I think I realized what I want to paint: front doors. I mean doorways painted on canvas. Entrances of East coast rowhouses from the 1800s. Doors and frames and the steps leading up to them, and any other part of the building that might be visible in the space provided by the canvas. Doors with ornamental trim and ivy growing nearby. Big old solid doors leading inside narrow homes.
If I can dig up legible photos of them, I would like to paint the entrances of the two apartment buildings in which I lived in Baltimore years and years ago (one on St. Paul Street in the Mount Vernon neighborhood, and one on Park Avenue in the Bolton Hill neighborhood) as well as the red door in Frederick, Maryland at Market and 2nd.
I would also like to paint doorways I photographed in Venice in 1994, and doorways I loved in Washington, D.C., and doorways I romanticize in New York City's Greenwich Village where I have only ever visited once, very briefly, but adore in movies and photos. Doorways I romanticize in London and Paris and other European cities and have only ever seen in movies and books.
Anyway, now I have something I am excited about painting, a series of something. I'm going to start this weekend.
If I'm still excited about painting doorways by the time the warm weather returns, I will go searching for doorways of interest in Seattle, and sketch them. I will have to brave the hobos of Pioneer Square again. Closer to home, the Anhalt buildings appeal to me (although perhaps their windows hold greater appeal than the doors, so I might have to expand to windows). I dream of living in one of those buildings.
Also closer to home, the other project I want to start is Homebody's Guide to Capitol Hill. I would like to create an idiosyncratic guide to my favorite places, ideally in the form of a little website, although that will require software and skills I do not currently have a my disposal. I want to create a base map, partly hand-drawn and hand-painted because I want it to look hand-made, and partly digitally-generated because I want it to be to scale, not missing any streets, and able to align to GPS coordinates and such. I will also write things about, and take/make pictures of, my favorite places. Finally, I would like to put it all together in a clickable map with links to other websites and resources, and maybe an index and contents category. I have no idea who else would actually use this guide, but want to make it just for the fun of making it (so says she before she takes the first step in creating the map).
This year, I intend to ...
cook soup. Each weekend, I intend to prepare a new soup recipe from one of my many underutilized cookbooks. I will cook soup, and also try to try at least one other new recipe from said cookbooks. Tonight I making the lentil soup from Brunetti's Cookbook (a lovely Christmas gift) minus the bacon.
drink more wine. Red, especially. And finally learn a little something about it.
abstain from ice cream. This intent follows a New Year's Eve binge of an entire pint of Molly Moon's candy cane flavor, and the resulting uncomfortable fear of clogged arteries.
continue the practice of sketching regularly. A drawing a day may be overambitious, so I'm aiming for three a week on average. That will fill up the sketchbook I started a few months ago and the refill I got on sale yesterday.
paint a little bit every week. Today I painted some pale blue over a heavily-used 2'x2' canvas I am currently trying to turn into a peaceful vision next to my bed. This afternoon I dragged my easel back out from the storage unit. It's very dusty.
play with Lila Bean more, and generally pay her more attention.
practice the drums for at least 15 minutes at least five days a week, laundry or no laundry.
maintain the level of regular physical activity started early in December. I can't really afford to keep paying for the barre classes once the new member specials are consumed, but am hoping they may have some work exchange shifts available (front desk-sitting in exchange for classes). The classes are kind of grueling, I'm not fond of the music used, and I don't fit in with the polished, coiffed aesthetic of many of the others in class, but I feel so strong now and want to maintain the strength. Plus, this workout doesn't bother the chronic hamstring attachment problem I've lived with for the past four years now.
refuse any social invitations during January, except maybe from my brother and sister-in-law, in order to hibernate more effectively. Extend into February if it feels right.
do various other things I resolve to do every single year: read more, listen to more of the music I buy (and buy less of it), maintain a tidier home, get to work earlier, floss more. Realistically, these resolutions probably aren't going to be any more successful this year, but it doesn't hurt to include them for good measure.
That there is my all-time favorite Posies song, and one of my favorite songs, period.


